thickhead

because this font describes this blogger best lately..

Was told by a friend today that 4 yrs ago when we first met she prayed that I would be blessed to have this upcoming procedure. She is very happy for me and here I didn't think she liked me all that much?

Here's another thing I didn't expect, for my dh to use up his vacation time to be my nurse/taxi and Mr. Mom, post surgery. And here I've been trying to figure it all out?!

And today while visiting another girlfriend I didn't realize it would make her cry when she heard that my dh was taking off to help me because up until now I didn't catch how bad things where in her marriage or that she envied our marriage relationship?!.

I'm also starting to see that while I'm teetering back and forth like a yo~yo..on going through with this..HE has provided all I've needed and really is OK with me having this surgery.

So why have I been asking these questions?

Does God really want me to take this opportunity? 

Every door was opened..from Doc's to Insurance to time off to finances pd in full. Every door ..can you say duhn?

 Will HE continue to call me daughter and love me just that same after I've alter this body?

Jeremiah 31:3
The LORD appeared to us in the past, saying: "I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with loving-kindness.

Need I continue ???

And finally this morning as I was praying in a hurry with the kids in the car while in reverse..I didn't have a clue as to how many blessings HE had in mind for me today..I really need to slow down and quit acting like the title and this font.

So while I'm trying to wrap my tiny little brain around the concept of HIS love for us this weekend..I leave you with this "challenge".

Be ready for those blessings HE has in store for you and don't be like me the thickhead!

Give Glory and Praise for what you have as it's what HE has (for) given you!